lagi browsing terus ketemu lagu ini ..
really nice song i recognized
trus nyari di beberapa site buat donlot mp3, versi mana sih yang nempel di hati ?
setelah pencarian, overall semua sama sih, cuman gue suka sama dua versi .
versinya Katarzyna Cerekwicka DIKARENAKAN *ga boleh pake ’soalnya’ kata guru gue* beda aja nuansanya sama yang laen
dan versinya Trijntje Oosterhuis DIKARENAKAN akustikan, bwahahaha
ada juga tuh yang versi korea *yang nyanyi orang korea maksudnya* tapi gue ga terlalu suka, hehe

enjoy this lyrics !

and I never thought I’d feel this way
and as far as I’m concerned
I’m glad I got the chance to say
that I do believe I love you

and if I should ever go away
well then close your eyes and try
to feel the way we do today
and then if you can remember

keep smiling, keep shining
knowing you can always count on me for sure
that’s what friends are for
for good times, and bad times
I’ll be on your side forevermore
that’s what friends are for

well you came and opened me
and now there’s so much more I see
and so by the way I thank you
and then for the times when we’re apart
Well then close your eyes and know
these words are coming from my heart
and then if you can remember

keep smiling, keep shining
knowing you can always count on me for sure
that’s what friends are for
for good times, and bad times
I’ll be on your side forevermore
that’s what friends are for

basics
Name: Jessica
Birthdate: 01
Birthplace: tangerang
Time you Were Born: 03.58
Nicknames: jhe *or just ‘J’ for make it really simple, lol*
Eye color: dark brown
Hair color: dark-brown-to-black
Height: 158
Left or Right Handed: righty

favorite
Food: lasagna
Colour: grey
Number: 1*0*5
Letter: J *ofcos*
Season: fall
Type of Weather: cloudy
Sports team: satria muda (?)
TV ad: idk
Drink: latte
Alcoholic Drink: nope
Chocolate Bar: delfi
Restaurant: heheb
Gum: idk
Word: meh

your
Bedtime: 12?
Most Missed Memory: lagi ekskul voli JHS
Weakness: have a lot of weakness point
Fears: many thing
First Thought Waking Up: thank GOD i’m still breathing
Goal For This Year: hey, i don’t have one !
Most Overused Phrase on an instant messenger: ‘bwahahahah’
Perfect Pizza: having a lot of meat as a topping

this or that
Orange or Apple juice: apple
Dog or Cat: cat
Pepsi or Coke: pepsi
Maccas or Burger Knig: burger king
Scary Movie or Funny Movies: funny
Chocolate or Vanilla: choco
Black or White: white
Truth or Dare: truth
Live Forever or Die Young: die young
PS2 or Xbox 360: Xbox 360
Snakes or Spiders: spiders, sekali mati . hehe
Mud or Dirt: dirt
Gold or Silver: gold

have you ever
Drunk: nope
Smoked: nope
Done drugs: nope
Been beaten up: errh .. nope
Done the beating up: errh .. yep
Broken the law: yep
Been arrested: nope
Shoplifted: apaan nih ?
Cut your own hair: always
Burnt stuff caus you were bored: nope
Danced in the rain: nope
Had a long distance relationship: yep
Eaten something off the ground, ignoring the 10 second rule: ew, nope
Been stalked: oftenly
Skinny Dipped: eh ?
Broken a bone: nope
Been in an Accident: ngga deh kayanya
Been in Love: yep

do you
Shower Daily: totally yep
Sing in the Shower: nope
Sing Well: yep, bwahaha
Swear: yep
Believe in Yourself: yep
Want to go to College: udah di college
Want to Get Married: lately yep
Want to Have Kids: lately yep
Get Along With Your Parents: not really
Get Along With Your Siblings: not really
Like Thunderstorms: nope
Play an Instrument: yep
Speak a Foreign Language: yep
Sleep wIth Stuffed Animals: nope
Keep a Diary/Journal: yep

can you
Roll Your Tongue in a Circle: nope
Juggle: nope
Do the Splits: used to be
Say the Alphabet Backwards: nope
Write With Both Hands: lumayann

in a guy
Favourite Eye Colour: brown
Favourite Hair Colour: brown
Height: about 170 cm
Weight: yah yang ideal lah
Clothing Style: sporty, casual
Drugs and/or Alcohol: nope
Love or Money: love

random
What’s the Stupidest Thing You’ve Done: idr
Who Would You Want to be Stuck in an Elevator With: hehehehhe *boy*
Is Your Window Open: my windows xp did
What Colour is Your Toothbrush: blue
little known fact about you: gue sebenernya hiperaktif, pada gatu aja :p

Who Is Your Longest Friend & How Long: tetangga depan rumah, udah dari bayi .. hehe
Do You Believe In Love At First Sight: yep
Did You Have Long Hair as a Kid: yep
What Cell Phone Provider Do You Have: im3, axis
Do You Know All The Words to the National Anthem: yep
Have You Ever Smoked Peanut Shells: nope
Last Time You Swam in a Pool: idr
If You Were a Crayon What Colour Would You Be: tangerine
Been to the Mall Lately: yep
Ever caught a Fish: yep
How Do You Cure Hiccups: drinking hot water and not breathing
Can You Stick Your Fist In Your Mouth: nope

gue dapet tugas ngarang di pelajaran English,
judulnya yaa kaya judul post ini *males ngetik lagi, bwahahaha*

awalnya gue sempet bingung banget *sekarang sebenernya masih bingung juga sih*
apa ya change yang signifikan buat hidup gue ?
perasaan gue sih hidup gue gini gini aja, ga berubah gimana – gimana .

gue udah nyari inspirasi kemana-mana, flashback kemana-mana, hasilnya nihil .
gue baca post-post gue yang jadul juga sama aja, ga ada yang berubah banget
trus gue inget kehidupan SMP gue, then gue realize kalo gue banyak berubah waktu itu
dan ding! hati gue bersoraksorai gara gara udah dapet bahan .
trus waktu gue mulai ngetik di microsoft word … gue kehabisan ide lagi .
ok lah, gue banyak berubah, ampir semua aspek di hidup gue berubah .
tapi ngga gara gara satu kejadian trus berubah semua, semua butuh proses kata orang orang .
hehehehe

*bwahaha, gue lebih banyak dan lebih enjoy nulis ngetik di wordpress dibanding di word*
gue buat draftnya dulu disini deh .

There are so many things that changed my life. We’re all known that age is influencing someone to change, whether it’s a physical change or emotional change. People can change physically, but their emotionally unchanged, and people can get grown up so fast while he/she was only 12 years old! In my case, I guess I’m growing both physically and emotionally.

The most significant change in me would be my Junior High School life, on my 9th grade life for sure. But there’re some events that make me change little by little. Just like other people said, everything needs process.

The first event is a ‘cat fight’ with some of my friends. The problem was simple, actually. A misunderstanding between one and another. But it has a very fatal reaction. I got mad with my friend, my friend got mad with another friend, and another friend got mad at me. Then we’re broke apart after 2 years being best friends.

It kinda silly, but I don’t know why I think it was cool when I’m in junior high. And it made me depressed for sometime. So I started to gather my friends and solving the problems. We’re doing a fight at that time but it was worthy. We could solve our problems by ourselves, we’re getting mature at that time, and we could understand what a friendship is.

The second event is having some flirt and crush. High school love is always changing things, hehe. Well, I learnt how to love, how to deal with other’s heart, how to appreciate other’s feeling, how to survive when we’ve got a broken heart, how to tell our feeling, how to share our feeling, and how to understand each other and not to be an egoist. Yes, high school love was teaching me a lot. I believe it’s not only me who got changed by high school love so much, haha.

The third event is joining some organization like OSIS and Paskibra. Before I’m joining these organizations, I’m such a lame an unorganized person. I don’t know how to socialize though. OSIS made my life more organized, it helped me to socialize well, and also taught me to solve massive problems, group problems, and individual problems in an organization. Paskibra made my life more discipline, more appreciating time, more simple, healthier, faster in thinking and responding, and also taught me how to manage money well, because I’m the treasurer at that time.

The fourth event is ‘daydreaming’ with some of my friends. We’re wondering about our future; our future jobs, our future profession, our future husband *because we’re all girls*, our future car, our future house, our future pets, and many more.

It made me realize that I hadn’t had a future yet. I didn’t know my future jobs, my future profession, my future husband, my future car, and my future house. So I’m started to thinking about it, choosing the best option that suits me, and here I am, taking visual communication design, one of the ‘daydreaming’ results.

And the last one, when I was facing the national exam. I’m changing from a lazy girl to a bookworm. Because I was afraid of this exam, so I was study hard for this. I was reading these books, reading those books, exercising math, reading dictionary, just like a nerd. But I was made a really good result and my parents are really happy about that. So, my-changing-become-a-nerd was not useless after all.

p.s. : gue ngibul tentang berantem2 itu .. sebenernya itu kejadian waktu gue masih kelas 1 smp, hehe

dan di akhir kata, gue ga ngubah ngubah draft ini lagi soalnya udah males banget, muahahahahah.
huff, jadi kangen masa SMP nih

What is the single largest item in your house?
*tv

How well can you write your name with your non dominant hand?
*pretty well, hehe

What color is your bedroom?
*skyblue

What type of computer mouse do you use?
*optical

What is your earliest memory?
*ke bali waktu umur 3 taon

Have you ever jumped off of a high dive?
*nope, i’m affraid of height, hehe

Do you take vitamins?
*sometimes, kalo inget :p

Do you like to color inside the lines?
*yep

What do you have set as your home page?
*nothing

Do you have your own radio?
*yep

Where would you hate to have to work?
*eh ? gatau deh, blom kepikiran

Who is on your speed dial?
*no one

Do you prefer lightbulbs or candles?
*lightbulbs, hehe

How much money did you spend today?
*i’m not counting it

What are you sitting on right now?
*chair (?)

Do you look at yourself when you pass by reflective surfaces?
*sometimes

Would you ever get plastic surgery?
*nope

Did you play with shaving cream when you were a kid?
*nope

How big is your bed?
*queen size

Do you like the smell of axe?
*axe perfume ? lumayan lah ..

What is your favorite flavor of lifesavers?
*hah ? random abis

Have you ever seen a volcano?
*nope

What is the best halloween costume you have ever worn?
*never worn one

What kind of soap do you use?
*cair

Can you snowboard?
*idk, never try it

How many icons do you have on your dekstop?
*not so much, about 7

Do you understand how telephones work?
*lumayaan

Do you write notes on your body?
*nope -maksudnya nulis contekan di tangan gituh ? bwahaha-

What is sitting next to you right now?
*no one

agak agak catchy yaa judulnya ? hihi
tapi gue baru sadar tadi waktu gue di greja dan gue ngedenger lagu ‘i finally found someone’
dan gue cuman bisa bengong ..

well, this song lah yang mengiringi perjalanan gue dua tahun yang lalu .
thinking that he’s the one but he’s totally not the one .
gue ga nyesel sih dia pernah jadi part of my life
cuman gue sangat menyayangkan ending yang yaa, klise. haha.

it’s so hard for me to fall in love . apalagi fall so deeply in love, susah banget
*buat flirting flirting sih gampang aja, hehe*
but he made it . he did make me fall in love and he did make me fall so deeply in love
hhh, i shouldn’t say it here, but memori memori itulah yang nyadarin gue kalo i’m ready for a love . at least i think i’m ready, mhahaahah .

well, 2 years .
gue juga butuh waktu 2 taon buat fixing my heart, preparing for the next commitment .
2 years bukan waktu yang bentar menurut gue, bukan waktu yang lama juga sih, but 2 taon ?!

dan gue teringat sama seseorang yang bilang dia mau nungguin gue sampe gue siap . kita sebut aja namanya A .
*mudah mudahan dia ga baca blog guee*
gue gatau persis dari kapan A *said* fall in love with me
tapi kata sepupunya, udah sekitar setaon-dua taon gitu .
*freak abis ga sih, suka sama orang sampe 2 taon ?!*
and A’s cousin said that i’m A’s first love or whatever, that A selalu dideketin cewe tapi ga pernah ngedeketin cewe selaen gue, and so on and so on ..

di satu sisi, dulu dia pernah jadi crush gue, dulu . he’s not a bad guy afterall .
di sisi lainnya, my fams seems not really like him . he’s not really my type anyway
nahloooo . bingung ? yes .
hoping he said that 3 words for me ? no no no .
gue kasian sama dia, but gue *masih* ga mau terikat something sama dia .

hadohadohado, bingung .
satu hal yang jelas, i’m in a mood for love and i *think* am ready for love .