as simple as Jhe

gue dapet tugas ngarang di pelajaran English,
judulnya yaa kaya judul post ini *males ngetik lagi, bwahahaha*

awalnya gue sempet bingung banget *sekarang sebenernya masih bingung juga sih*
apa ya change yang signifikan buat hidup gue ?
perasaan gue sih hidup gue gini gini aja, ga berubah gimana – gimana .

gue udah nyari inspirasi kemana-mana, flashback kemana-mana, hasilnya nihil .
gue baca post-post gue yang jadul juga sama aja, ga ada yang berubah banget
trus gue inget kehidupan SMP gue, then gue realize kalo gue banyak berubah waktu itu
dan ding! hati gue bersoraksorai gara gara udah dapet bahan .
trus waktu gue mulai ngetik di microsoft word … gue kehabisan ide lagi .
ok lah, gue banyak berubah, ampir semua aspek di hidup gue berubah .
tapi ngga gara gara satu kejadian trus berubah semua, semua butuh proses kata orang orang .
hehehehe

*bwahaha, gue lebih banyak dan lebih enjoy nulis ngetik di wordpress dibanding di word*
gue buat draftnya dulu disini deh .

There are so many things that changed my life. We’re all known that age is influencing someone to change, whether it’s a physical change or emotional change. People can change physically, but their emotionally unchanged, and people can get grown up so fast while he/she was only 12 years old! In my case, I guess I’m growing both physically and emotionally.

The most significant change in me would be my Junior High School life, on my 9th grade life for sure. But there’re some events that make me change little by little. Just like other people said, everything needs process.

The first event is a ‘cat fight’ with some of my friends. The problem was simple, actually. A misunderstanding between one and another. But it has a very fatal reaction. I got mad with my friend, my friend got mad with another friend, and another friend got mad at me. Then we’re broke apart after 2 years being best friends.

It kinda silly, but I don’t know why I think it was cool when I’m in junior high. And it made me depressed for sometime. So I started to gather my friends and solving the problems. We’re doing a fight at that time but it was worthy. We could solve our problems by ourselves, we’re getting mature at that time, and we could understand what a friendship is.

The second event is having some flirt and crush. High school love is always changing things, hehe. Well, I learnt how to love, how to deal with other’s heart, how to appreciate other’s feeling, how to survive when we’ve got a broken heart, how to tell our feeling, how to share our feeling, and how to understand each other and not to be an egoist. Yes, high school love was teaching me a lot. I believe it’s not only me who got changed by high school love so much, haha.

The third event is joining some organization like OSIS and Paskibra. Before I’m joining these organizations, I’m such a lame an unorganized person. I don’t know how to socialize though. OSIS made my life more organized, it helped me to socialize well, and also taught me to solve massive problems, group problems, and individual problems in an organization. Paskibra made my life more discipline, more appreciating time, more simple, healthier, faster in thinking and responding, and also taught me how to manage money well, because I’m the treasurer at that time.

The fourth event is ‘daydreaming’ with some of my friends. We’re wondering about our future; our future jobs, our future profession, our future husband *because we’re all girls*, our future car, our future house, our future pets, and many more.

It made me realize that I hadn’t had a future yet. I didn’t know my future jobs, my future profession, my future husband, my future car, and my future house. So I’m started to thinking about it, choosing the best option that suits me, and here I am, taking visual communication design, one of the ‘daydreaming’ results.

And the last one, when I was facing the national exam. I’m changing from a lazy girl to a bookworm. Because I was afraid of this exam, so I was study hard for this. I was reading these books, reading those books, exercising math, reading dictionary, just like a nerd. But I was made a really good result and my parents are really happy about that. So, my-changing-become-a-nerd was not useless after all.

p.s. : gue ngibul tentang berantem2 itu .. sebenernya itu kejadian waktu gue masih kelas 1 smp, hehe

dan di akhir kata, gue ga ngubah ngubah draft ini lagi soalnya udah males banget, muahahahahah.
huff, jadi kangen masa SMP nih